2004-09-02 at 8:25 a.m.

Well I left alittle early yesturday, okay 20 minutes early big deal. It took me 15 minutes to go one block. The traffic was so bad and everyone out getting shit for Frances clogged the roads. I called Big Daddy up to vent and I said I had a change in plans with not having Justin so he says out of the blue...

"Why don't I come over tonight."

I must have went pale cause my heart started beating out of my chest like one of those cartoon people before something bad happens. So I'm driving thru my neighborhood and then I just blurt out "Sure you can come over."

I was so nervous I talked to him for 20 minutes more then hopped into the shower and got dressed. Lite a few candles, as I always do in my apartment for light, since I hate the lights in my apartment and then there was a knock on the door. I opened it. What a relief, he was a very nice looking guy and didnt lie at all about his self to me.

We watched some tv and chatted about Frances and other things. Then we started kissing. Which was very nice. Talked some more, kissed some more. I got up blew out the candles and I have never had a guy undress me and literally devour me while doing so. I was on cloud nine. We headed to the bed and well the fun began. Holy Shit!! I wont go into detail cause a girl never kisses and tells.. well okay I told you about the kissing part but not the goods. But I was totally worn out by the time it ended and I can say now. I have had Sex in the Year 2004.

We laid there in bed and talked and I liked calling him Big Daddy as a nickname.. very sexy. Then it was time for him to go.... back to his wife. Yes, you read that clear. I am a MISTRESS!!! I am finally the other woman who is having all the fun. I get to have him when he wants it and if taking things from how they went last night there will be plenty more than this one time thing for us. I look forward to our times together and we will do other things than besides sex... I'm up for anything.

He left and I noticed alittle hesitate.. like there was something he wanted to say to me or something. I dont know cause he got quiet and I didnt say anything but it was an odd feeling. I dont know where this is gonna go now. I had a feeling I might have an email or something maybe, but I didn't. I'm not going to read into this too much, but I'm a girl thats what I do and he knows that about me. I hope everything is okay, but if something changes I will understand. I just don't know.

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